for the longest time i only lived in the moment. what was going on right then and there. living like that has given me so many wonderful, crazy, spontaneous, happy memories. but now i have grown up and for the first time in a long time i am not thinking about what i am going to do tonight but what am i going to do in my life. i have a wonderful family to spend eternity with, my cousins are having a baby girl in may, i will eventually graduate from college, i will travel, i will meet new people, i will start my own family, i will get a dog, i will love, i will fail, and i will live. i am so excited for what the future has in store for me and i am truly happy.