Thursday, December 9, 2010
for the longest time i only lived in the moment. what was going on right then and there. living like that has given me so many wonderful, crazy, spontaneous, happy memories. but now i have grown up and for the first time in a long time i am not thinking about what i am going to do tonight but what am i going to do in my life. i have a wonderful family to spend eternity with, my cousins are having a baby girl in may, i will eventually graduate from college, i will travel, i will meet new people, i will start my own family, i will get a dog, i will love, i will fail, and i will live. i am so excited for what the future has in store for me and i am truly happy.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
I came across this quote the other day..."take me as i am or watch me as i go." simple, and to the point. if you dont like me for me then leave me alone. i started to think about how many times i have tried to be something that i am not. whether it's for a boy that i like or a friend its not ok to change who you are for someone else. i am who i am its that simple. i am not organized in my personal life, my room is always a mess, i love cold pizza and orange juice for breakfast, i count the cereal on my spoon, i hate odd numbers, i talk a lot, i am loud, my family will always come first, i let things go when i should say something, i forgive too easily, i love with my whole heart even if it will hurt me in the end, i get lost in books and movies, i laugh at my own jokes, i pick fights hoping someone will challenge me back, i am overly competitive, im not big on animals, i love being the center of attention, i miss california everyday im not there, i hate not getting my way, i am deathly afraid of mice and i am a homebody. this is who i am. I a big believer that the people in my life now are there for a reason. i have amazing friends, roomates, DGs and family members that make all the difference in my life.